14.8.11
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| 我相信，大雨过后，阳光会回来 |
我不是超人 , 我只是，普通的我 .
我也想成为超人 , 但它不可能.
我不能做每一件事情 , 仍然得到最好的结果.
我尽力但有一个限制对所有我可以做的.
对不起 , 是我不够好.
我需要一个可以依靠的肩膀.
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11.8.11
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| ilovestarbucks. |
i think today i went to school for no reason lor.
it was kinda waste of time at school lor.
after that , i spent the half the afternoon at STARBUCKS. :DD
chilling alone at starbucks while spending time reading historyy. -.-
at least i got to finish quite a lot la. hahaha.
saw this guy which was quite good-looking ,
but the next minute he take out a pack of cigarettes ,
i turned away and decide to go back to my book. lol.
well , saw Jessica and Gwyen from sunway college.
say hi and bye ~ lol.
then i sat publi bus home :D hahhaa. quite awesome.
the bus uncle actually returned me my 1 buck and i gave him 20 cents.
so , i used 20 cents to have a bus ride home. great !
hahaha. reached home and slept the whole evening. -.-
pig i know. but i really tried not sleeping but i still failed.
after i woke , bathe and went out for dinner with dad & his friend.
well , they wanted to chat so i scram to the side.
to realise , i nearly died there -.-
i was like , bombarded by smoke from every angle -.-
north , south , east , west : semua smoking.
blehhh :S x suka betul. lol.
i watched the Yonex World Championship and the China girl was damn awesome.
she's awesome ttm ! her skills are unbelievable.
well , at least i got home safely ! :DD
i am so freaking lazy to go to school tomoro la :(
i wanna stay at home and rot with my books. huhu'
tomoro's lunch will be Curry Fish near cs .
not quite happy actually , but not quite sad too.
i just xlike curry that much.
makes me tear -.- like , ALOT ... T_T
hahaha.
i shall really study more already .
next week ada itu apa , history pre-trial trial.
kinda sucky yarrr. before trial ada trial lagi.
apa ni ! lol. i think i hate exams , stress and mestrual la.
everytime any of these three things are coming ,
my pimples seem to be oozing out on my face like sesame seeds .
maybe some ; peanut ! ewww~
i don't like pimples. shoooo shooo !
kay la.
i shall learn to love life and enjoy it.
that's all for today.
byeeeeeee !
ps ; the freaking mosquitoe is biting me , way too many times :(
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| hair MASK. ( to reduce smoke sniffing intake) lol. |
Labels: cravings, things i love
10.8.11
huhu' today's the 10.08.2011 , wednesday. the first time ever i really cook a meal for my dad and sis. lol. i think it was quite successful. at least i did not burn down the whole house. lol. it was awesome. cooking alone was kinda fun , but the cleaning up part sucks ): well , i think i loves the soup the most. lol :DD cause it has potatoes , carrots and tomatoes. i love it ! huhu' well , hope mummy comes back from kl faster. i miss her ttm. ):
heh. <3
4.8.11
life ;
has its ups and downs ,
but why does it seem like mine is always down ?
even when its up ,
its just for a short instance ,
and the next thing i know ,
its down again ,
right before i can react to it.
well ,
i've tried to make do with life the way it is ,
but it just keeps getting worst .
even when it gets better ,
the next day it will still go back to the same old routine ,
something is always bound to push me back down.
what i really x understand is ;
why is it that im always the one ?
why is it always such a coincidence ?
why is it that someone can twist the story so perfectly and push all the blame to me ?
why is it i have to put up with all the pretendence ?
why is it that no one will be there to listen ?
why is it always that it ends this way ?
why is it when i start to trust someone , it just backfires ?
why , why why ?
hmmm .
life will never be perfect.
life will never be how i want it to be.
no one can live in harmony ,
no one can shudd their mouth up and diam,
no one can just stop gossiping bout others just for one day ,
no one can do al this ,
no one can answer all my whys.
all i want now is ,
to finish up my trials ,
finish up my SPM ,
get out of this school ,
get to know new awesome peeps ,
never look back into the pathetic meaningless high school so-called 'awesome' life ,
i want to move forward,
i want to live happily !
is it so hard ? :(
no matter how hard i try ,
no matter what i do ,
i still get back the same treatment .
so , why should i even bother !
hmmmmmm.
people say humans change ,
but the logic is , who don't ?
who'll remain the same as one was a few years ago ?
but before saying others changed ,
why not look at yourself first ?
didn't you changed even more drasticly ?
promises.
are made to be broken.
are made to hurt oneself.
are made to lie out of a problem.
are made to make one happy for a moment.
are made never to be true.
why bother maing promises when you can't keep them !
smiling doesn't mean im happy ,
it's just a form of concealing the sadness inside.
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2.8.11
just came back from sunway youth leadership camp yesterday ! it was awesome <3 if i had a chance , i would really go back again. bu i can't. that's sad. :(( it's really fun and you'll really get to know lots of awesome people who'll talk with you thru the night. awesome ! :DD i wanna go again !!
Sunway College Youth Leadership Camp FTW ! :D
我爱SCYLC'11 :DD
