sports day is over , exams are coming like a super fast shooting rocket. monday is exam. shitt ! i haven't even study and i'll be glad if i x fail. (: but GOD bless me , maybe everyone. and i think , this is gonna be tough obstacle to pass , cause idk the format and everything. my physics suck to the core and i kinda regret studying in science stream but i have to continue on. ): what nonsense ! i will update on cny and sports day sfter exams. maybe , maybe not. depends. im sick and tired of everything. how i wish i could graduate like RIGHT NOW!
you : sucks. that's the reason.
19.2.10
cny cny cny! hahaha! kinda fun. hahaha! went to kuantan and now kl. update later. hahaha! pictures are still in my phone-yy! im so in love with the swimming pool , swimming pool. i miss the resort pool at kuantan. i actually forgot to ask the girl and guy their names. lol. great people! hope we get to meet again. if we're fated. and we can pool fight again. but not to injured the guy with nails. hhahahaha!
stay tuned.... for more!
12.2.10
could troubles really fly away with bubbles? i hope it could. then it would take all my frustrations and trobles away with one blow and 'popp!' , all is gone.
lots of things happened recently and i don't want to talk bout it. today , encik azmi's farewell was held. all of us had tears rolling down our cheeks during the whole farewell. most of us tried to prevent ourselves from tearing out but in the end we failed. ): it was really a big loss to the school and us as we lose a real good teacher. seriously , he's a great teacher and despite how noisy or naughty i were , he ner failed to be patient with me and my friends. i miss all thosem times we were in 3C joking around while learning our geography. he was also always teaching me my gepgraphy at the eleventh hour before exams. and it was thanks to him that i got an A in geography. i really want to express my gratitude to him but i could describe it in words. he is the best teacher and he never fails to say 'MJJ (ting yi)' whenever he come into class. encik azmi , i will miss you alot and thank you for being there for all of us . (:
&&&&&& at the same time . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LITTLE CUTE , TAN JIA TING! hahaha! wish you all the best and may you 'zao shen gui zi'. lol. jokingg. stay cute and be the little cheerleader of st. micheal. (:
me me me me me ,,,, life is tough for me now. stressed up with studies and being troubled by lots of stuffs.
physics - idk how to do & i serioudly dk why i don't understand.biology - at least i still can understand.chemistry - mole?? hard.add maths - still can cope but i'll have to memorise my formulas.maths - YAWNNs.sej - haven't even finish one chapter. hais.
tell me what should i do. cny is round the corner but why ain't i feeling the joy. valentine's day? i just simply don't like that day. ): homework is stacking up like crazy and exams are coming fast at me. ): goshh. i just need more time. at the urge of breaking down , yet no one is there to support me. i just can't hide my emotons anymore. i know i've change. to a person that you'll start to hate. but its not what i want. just try walking in my shoes. you'll understand why i become like this. I HATE MYSELF ; FOR BEING AND IDIOT. USELESS. STUPID PERSON.
im sorry to everyone whom i scolded or just say words that hurts to you. i just don't know where to stop neither do i know what to do.
BUDDY ; you said you'll be by my side. but when i need you , you turned your back on me. i just cant hope for anything more. just a little more care and concern will do.
BLACK FACE ; i don't understand anything between us. we're drifting spart. maybe we just need time to calm down. you're hot-headed , so am i. refusing to give in to each other. i really can't do anything anymore. i know i suck but ..... it's all because i couldn't accept the fact. if you were me , you won't be able too. just take this time to reconsider and tell me what's your end decision. i can't go on like this anymore. it's hurting not just you but me.
im dishearted & i just want someone to understand & be by me when i breakdown & hold me tightly not letting me fall. but that's impossible ain't it.
MISTRESS HERE
NATT. ice creamm & rocky sticks are my awesome buddies . i wish to be a SUPERGIRL someday . i want to fly up to the sky and reside in the clouds .
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