mood down to the ground , totally. -.- have to rush out add maths project and pass up next week. now , in the middle of doing , got super big problems of not getting the correct answer. i really x understand why must we do this kind of things! tell mw WHY !! DD: hmmm. ahhh~ let's get done with this asap and then ill be free. and i really want to settle of my spm and trials. then get away from that sucky place which i ain't happy at all when am there. i may smile but deep down , there's no way to express how it feels. hmmm. am i thinking or probing too much into it ? or is it not just the circumstances but just the people ? hmmm. considering all the facts , well , i guess i can do nothing but accept life. like the saying ; when life gives you lemons , eat your damn lemons. & i guess , this is life. hmm. well , i'll just make do with it till i change my perception then. life goes on , no matter what. so , i'll learn to make do with it and just walk my way through. :) kay , looking forward to the camp this weekend where i can enjoy :)
ps ; i feel like crying , i just don't know how to explain. even if its to myself .
everyone's very tensed up with the PLKN results that has came out. lol. well , i was really scared yesterday till i could feel my whole body not at ease. hmm. well , lotsa friends kena PLKN which they aren't happy with . LIKE WHO IN THE RIGHT BRAIN WILL BE HAPPY TO GO TO PLKN. its like a waste of time and waste of energy and waste of life. lmao. send a message over to 15888 to check whether i got it or not . and i swear , the wait was really torturing. but i think the happiest and greatest message i ever get was ;
Maaf! Anda tidak terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 9/2012. Terima kasih.
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RM0.20 : PLKN : Maaf ! 94122401xxxx anda tidak terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN siri 9/2012. Terima kasih
HAHAHAHAHA! couldn't help jumping up and down when i receive the news. was freaking happy that i jumped to my mum's room at 1am to tell her. lmao. hahaha. my friend practically check for me like 3 times online and i send one sms to 15888 and another friend did so for me too. lol. a total of 5 confirmation. TAK KENA ! ain't so lucky after all :) those who got it , i bet you all are thinking how to escape it right ! :DD kay la. i think im starting to love MALAYSIA :DD for this , -.-
good luck and all the best to all those who haven't checked yet kayy. x get so tense up cause only 27% will get and if you really get it , i must say ; you're freaking 'LUCKY' !!
sports day is officially over on 07072011, and i don't know whether its a thing to be celebrated or not. hmm. which means have no more ways to skip classes for no reason. oh goshhh. well , im glad its over too cause i can stay away from the dreadful sun that can practically roast me alive. hahaha. well , today is the school in front of my house's sports day and i swear , I SWEAR , it's so damn freaking noisy i can smack the ass out of them. lmao. the sun is practically killing every skin cell of the students la. so , let them go home and i can have peace for my ears too. lol. hahhahaa! as back to topic for my sports day , well , the most fascinating thing is eunice painted herself as AVATAR which was really damn awesome :DD hahaha. i painted all my nails blue and i loved it :DD hahaha.okay. now my skin is totally off tone and i look like an indian -.- the only part i x like is , my nose i blacker than any other parts of my face. -.- hate it man. lol. well , as sports day ends , its time to start reading up and start studying already ! :DD to get good results , i need to work hard ! super duper hard ! for scholarship , for my future ! :DD
NATT. ice creamm & rocky sticks are my awesome buddies . i wish to be a SUPERGIRL someday . i want to fly up to the sky and reside in the clouds .
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