30.12.09
HELLO. (:
imback.
from trip and sickness.
now im all well , expect my nose is dropping off.
and now , im lazy to update.
so , LITTLE BLACK FACE , you say there's xthing bout you ,
so , HERE'S SOMETHING FOR YOU.
your name. (:
i hereby announce that ,
MY BLOG IS DEAD.
thank you for coming to its funeral. bye!
12.12.09
im gonna be okay.
i guess so?
11.12.09
putting up a front to show that im not breaking down easily.
learning to be the strong one people expect me to be.
but no matter how strong im , i still need a shoulder to lean on when im exhausted.
now , im totally exhausted. ):
from everything.
10.12.09
today work was quite bad.i woke up this morning and i realize that i somehow don't know how i sprained my leg.
now , im walking like a cripple.
one side got injury , onw side sprained. ):
both sides hurts alot. ):
i didn't get to sell anything today also. ):
boss ain't that happy too. ):
i feel so bad but nvm , last few days of free lancing. (:
no $$ edy lor .
all salary give to mum ady. ): i want a pair of ew shoes. i want!
i'll marry anyone who buy me one pair of everlast. (:
cheh ~ just kidding. lol.
recently , i feel that im so not me.
would you rather know what happen or not to know?
after knowing , i suffered.
but if it's kept from me forever , i'll hate that person who knew and not told me.
but now , im suffering.
ain't able to sleep well and im utterly tired.
everything seems to have changed too.
be it me or the things. maybe , i should just listen to jie.
): suffering what i shouldn't be.
8.12.09
slept till 1.03pm this morning. like super tired can!
i think i won't wake up if mum didn't call. hahaha!
felt as thou im dead. hahaha!
was super moody last night due to some reasons.
it just feel so weird ):
but im okay now. maybe i shouldn't think so much like sis suggested.
im tired ):
tomoro gonna free lance again. (:
super nice being a free lancer now (: work when people call only. heh!
woots! got more $$ to spend. but recently , i've been spending too much. ):
spend like over 120 bucks over a time of four days. gosh!!
reduce , reduce , REDUCE! and that felicia heng keep bugging me to buy her the bag. hahaha!
never mind. (: i'll buy cause you're my bbbbb! (:
loveee!
waiting for salary now. gonna take it tomoro and leave it to my mum to save.
or else i'll be super broke during e trip.
but i wanna buy lotsa stuff. haha!
-till here-
talalabong.
7.12.09
first of all ,
happy birthday to FELICIA laogong aka bbbbbbb (:
hahaha! we went out early in the morning or afternoon to catch a movie and go shopping (:
we went to the arcade and play first , the kids one. and im so paise lor.. only score 30 points for e bkb shooting machine. =.=
and that felicia heng went round telling people. paise leh.. hahaha! but never mind. as long as we had fun . hahaha!
then met up junwen and peishi and her cousin. we went and watch JUMP . a new movie and laughed all the way. hahaha! quite a nice movie. the girl dance like super pro !!! i wanna learn also. (:
then we went to the adult arcade and play. hahaha! while playing the bkb machine , hahaha! i changed place with junwen cause i can't pass. hahaha! funny!
after that met up with jan , manda and harn. (:
then something cropped up and i sttled it for feli. (:
went to badminton. and played with an injured leg. the yubei and cindy joined. (:
then went for steamboat.
then feli got a shock cause edlyn turned up. hahaha!
she say she went to muar. hahaha!
i got a shock too when thay gave me a cake and present and card. (:
thanks guys! love it (:
that's all (:
5.12.09
end of working life. (:
yeapp , finally ! my working life is over.
now , im gonna enjoy my holidays (:
hahaha! i have lotsa things to do and buy. hahaha!
especially a new sweater. hahahhaa!
frankly , i plan to bring 5 jackets + sweaters to e trip. hahaha!
im kisiao liao. lol. bother!
im afraid of cold so , a few more jackets won't kill. hahaha! i plan to steal people's jacket too. (:
hahaha! okayy , im tired out from laughing with the people opposite and beside my stall.
and i wanna retire to bed (:
On this day, God wants you to know...... that it is time to finally forgive yourself. You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it. -how true . maybe i should just let go and let god do everything he wants in my life. (:
-till here -
-sleepy head to bed -
3.12.09
went to work early in the morning today. like very awkward lor. hahaha!
but that's a job with a good pay (:
im gonna be rich if i got a job like this everyday. hahahaa! sit down there and go shopping then get pay. how wonderful (: i wish for more jobs like this. hahaha!
gonna work again tomoro. im tired ): luckily i have little raven as company. (:
guessing who's little raven? hahaha! its my IPOD (: yeapp , its back to life. (:
i finally charged it. (: im so gonna buy rocky tomoro and crunch on it all day (:
let's hope sales will be fine tomoro. (: lovee!
somehow , i just feel a part of me is just like missing.
somehow , it just doesn't get back to how i used to be.
a part of me seems missing and i can't find it back neither could i try to mend it.
okayy , i'll blog till here for today. need to tidur!
haha! lovee , stay tuned. (:
2.12.09
went out with will and junwen today.
watched new moon. not quite fascinating -.-
lalalala~ then met jie while jw went back , walked and laughed.
went playing around.
end of day.
im working tomoro at jusco. hahaha!
part time for two days. (:
yipeee! which means more money to spend. or maybe to payback mum. heh!
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maybe i know that if i made that decision , things would be different now.
but i know it's too late to regret.
maybe from the start , its just a mistake.
life is always full with regrets.
if only i could turn time back. ):
im counting down for BFF's birthday (:
1.12.09
yesterday , was the saddest day for me.
as it was my last day of work. and seriously , im sad ot cause of the workers at my own work place. but those working at boston , ladbrinth , sweet and casual and etc.
gonna miss the times that i hang out and just play traunt at their shops.
I MISS YOU PEOPLE. and yeapp , i must remember that i owe you guys some belanja-ing.
hahaha !
oh yaa , and to dearie nii :
HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY TO US ! (:
yeapp , its our seventh month (30th november) edy. time flies without us knowing.
haha! seriously , there has been hard times between us but i guessed we overcomed it together , not by anything but by trusting each other. i know tat right from the start , i hadn't been open but i promised you that i won't be from now on. not hiding anything from you cause you are my sister. (; i treasure you alot and i know you treasure me too. there are times when i really don't know what to say or talk , so , do forgive me as im not that good in sweet talking or comforting people. but you , are my comfort. (: cause whenever i see you , a smile just appear on my face be it whether im sad or broken on the inside. seeing you makes me feel all glad. (:
and , I LOVE YOU DEARIE , i really do (:
im jobless now. ): hahahaa! but im glad , cause it means x more panda eyes. been sleeping real late and waking real early during my working days. tiring !
sometimes , i just wished that money jus drops from trees. then i won't have to earn my keep.
i hate holidays cause it means :
spend money without any pocket money.
ya. that's my equation for holidays. lol.
i think this time , after getting my salary , im gonna ask my mum to keep it all for me in case it gets stolen again and i'll have to suffer again. sometimes , while sitting alone , i do remember some things in the past. well , no matter how , things has to go on. i just hope you get on with life to the fullest and not by faking it out. well , im crapping. lalala~
i just enjoy my times spent with lotsa people at jusco. they are great (: fun playmates. maybe , sometimes overdo it. haha! went to shoot basketballs when im suppose to be working. hahaa!
and yeapp , i learned alot of things and im glad i had a chance to get this great experience. haha!
now , as im not working , im very much indulged into a show / drama. its like , ohh so wonderful. haahaahaha! watching THE VAMPIRE DIARIES all day. hahahaa! not all day la , cause it only has a few episodes. you'll have to wait for it as it oonly shows one episode per month in america.
its a great show. maybe a lot differ from the book. but the book rocks. i wanna borrow the second book . anyone has it??
yeapp , im going out tomoro. with cousin and friend. to watch NEW MOON.
hahha! although i heard from my sis that its not that good. hahah! but i insist on watching it in the movies. lol. its gonna be fun cause it has been months since i last get to hang out with my dearest cousin. and i miss him so much. lol! how i wish time would not pass so fast. ):
then everything maybe could had been different. la, whatever. tired and sick of everything. now , y phone is giving me probs. can't detect signal from my sim card. others then can. what the heck!! pissed off.
suddenly i realized that ionly had 17 more days to pack up before the trip. and i have lots of shoppings to do. i don't even have a luggage. like WOWW! im waiting for some humans to give me. hahaa! lol. i wanna bring tons and tons of rocky. (: i love rocky!!! yum-yumm. wanna buy rocky into the movies tomoro. (: i think i need lotsa jackets during the trip too. so , knd hearted people , give me yours. (:
hahahaa! i need to buy some clothes. hahahaa!
okayy , i wish my salary come out soon (:
till hee. tata!
a bit long arr this post and messy. hhaha!
