25.2.11
the worst thing about life is when you have to make that decision between everyone that loved you. i thought i went passed it. i really thought so. but after how i actually broke the news to you , your reactions afflicted me badly. idk but i just have to stick to the fact of it. it has happened. what is at stake is we might both lose someone whom we both treasure. like what people always say , ' there's no boy and girl good friends only , something will stir up in between ' . somehow. now i feel that it was all so true. i really hope that nothing changes after this. what you said just made me waver a bit , cause you've been there. like always. and perhaps i x deserve someone like you. maybe i ain't the one for you. all i can do now is be your buddy like we used too . you will be okay , everyone will be there for you. no matter what. just be strong and move on. it's not your fault. it's not. you'll be just FINE.
9.2.11
is being emo the new trend ? why do everyone seem so emo. ishh. especially during CNY -. what a mood spoiler. come on la. it's suppose to be a happy event. nothing sad to feel bout it. hmm. so , CHEER UP. no matter what happens , there must be a way to solve it . no matter how !
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRRR ~
I LOVE ANGPAUS. LMAO.
2.2.11
pictures ; pieces of memories that remain. no matter how , time just stops for an instance . just that instance , after that , it moves on. life , is the same . one thing may happen at that certain instance. but still have to keep tough and carry on.
holidays going on. lots of things happened. lots of things did not happen. maybe its just time to let it all go and let everything go the way it is supposed to be. hmmm . trying to put a front that is happy yet not really knowing what's really happening deep down . it's practicall , no , totally torturing. not knowing what im really thinking deep down. i wanna break free and run out of this pathetic , torturing feeeling. knowing something is happening yet not being able to do much about it. not being able to savage the situation , crap . deciding to hold on to something which may only hurt yourself , why continue doing so ? let go. its better for everyone right ? but after letting go , be strong and live life better that you use to. don't make others worry for you. BE STRONG ! life goes on . it doesn't just stop at oone spot. it goes on ,and on .
now , my bloody stoopid nose is totally stucked and i can't breathe. damn ! i hate stuck nose in the middle of the night. -.-
time to move on and get some sleep.
