I was her she was me
We were one we were free
And if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
We were young we were wrong
We were fine all along
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna play, yeah
You'll be so high you'll be flying
Though the sea will be strong
I know we'll carry on
'Cos if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna say it
You'll be so high you'll be flying
I was her she was me
We were one we were free
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
Yeah she's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
She's the one..
by ; ROBBIE WILLIAMS
27.9.10
i want to grow up. i want to be the person i want to be. i want to have all the wonders in my hands. i want miracles to happen in my life. i want to be the best. i want to be worthy of you. i want to understand what is going on. i want to know what's right and what's wrong. i want to know the reason behind all that has happen. i want be the one there for you. i want to know the purpose of my life. i want to know the reason im here. i want to know the way things must be. i want to master the skills. i want to have freedom . i want to be carefree. i want to be trouble-free. i want to enjoy my days. i want to live everyday like it was my last. i want to be the one to cheer you up. i want you by my side when i need a shoulder. i want you to whisper in my ears. i want you to be there for me. i want to know what you're thinking. i want to know all the silly things you do. i want to know what i meant to you. but over all , i want a life ; that is mine.
is it so difficult ? ):
25.9.10
things i do not want to know , was made known to me ;
things i want to understand , was never made understood to me ;
things i always wanted , was never mine ;
things that i never do, was blamed on me ;
things that seem going well , was not well on the inside ;
things that i want to voice out , were never once done.
i really somehow x understand wth is your problem okayy. i x offend you , x come and step over my line of patience . go on & i'll retaliate.i x care whoever is on your side , but , if you continue doing this , i swear i'll make life hell for you. and yess , im not afraid of you . neither do i bother bout you. stay saying nonsense behind people back for you have even more stabbing you.PS ; YOU'RE NOT EVEN A DOT IN MY LIFE . I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND X FOR YOU. I DO NOT NEED TO PLEAE YOU. SO , GET OUT OF MY SIGHT AND I'LL BE GLAD THAT I X HAVE A SORE IN MY EYES. thank you. if you terasa , yeapp , its you. whatever !!
i have fun jus the way i like , detest me ?yeapp , i x like you. on the other hand , i love the way you detest me , because you're jealous i have more friends than you , im more famous than you and i x need to be AA to make people notice me. so , go on doing what you are doing now , im sure to make you famous. :DD
mood ; moody . reason ; you're ignoring me.
with love ;
natt.
23.9.10
beet bett . its a wonderful day. and im ginning from ear to ear. its so great to be able to be happy. seriously , i just realise happiness can be very simple. just by having great friends by your side ; its happiness. (: at school , serhan did a very funny thing .
serhan : ehh , aunty give me two nuggets only ! * hold up plastic bag with nugets * me , peishi , yuwen , regina : hahahahahahaha. serhan : eeeeee , aunty play cheat regina : *takes out her nugget from pocket* heh. i got three. serhan : eeeee. aunty play cheat , play cheat . yuwen : ehh , just now you eat one edy la. before you eat your keropok. serhan : ehhh , ya mie ? why i x remember anything one. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! all of us : * laugh like crazy * HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
she's so cute. weeett. hahaha. she made us laugh so happily today. cheers to you hanhan (: lohziling x come to school today . geez. class super fun. hahahahaha. our class decided to have poolside bbq at either manlin's or julin's house. (: hahaha. gonna have lots of food and fun. heh. can't wait for it. but , exams comes before the party. geez. i hate exams =x how to finish so many subjects ? how to pass all the subjects ? hmm. takut la. tapi , i have to be strong and fight it out. lol. but not yet la. enjoy somemore first. (: hahahaha. happy happy. lol. i feel like eating ice creamm man. hmm. ice cream , ICE CREAM. lol. tomoro im gonna enjoy life. byk byk.
with love ;
natt.
21.9.10
owl city's official page. ( clickable )
im happy . very happy .because my best friend finally forgave me and we finally clear the misunderstanding between us. we're not gonna let anything come between our friendship anymore. we'll trust each other till the end. heyy bestfriend , we'll always be bestfriend forever. !! (: thank you veryy much. (: finally i can smile from deep don. a real happy smile. :D ohh ohh , i found my newest loved song ; HELLO SEATTLE , by owlcity (:
omgg. its so nice. im in love with OWLCITY . im so gonna download all owlcity's songs. AWESOME ! im gonna enjoy my school life to the core from now on. (: oh ya , my history scored a A- . (; but two more marks to A+. quite saddening but who cares. at least its still a A. (: i think my eldest sis is a monkey , she ate so many bananas. omgg. hahahaa. im a HAPPY GIRL.
with love ;
natt.
16.9.10
heehowww. currently at kl for the second day . and yeapp , it's kind of boring. ): i wanna go shopping , shopping and x stay at grandma's house listening to some outside aunties crapping in the house. -.- geez. but thank you for wonderful food in kl. yumm. i love the KUCHING KUEH CHAP !! AWESOME ! and the kampar fishballs can really make me go goo-gaga over it. (: its so nice i can eat ten bowls of it. yummy. (: hahahaa. okayy, i'll come back soon. off to dinner and next kiwi loh and then DURIAN CAKE from a austrailian bakery. yumm. taa! photo of kueh chap up soon.
with love ;
natt [:
14.9.10
hero daddy to the resque (:
i was suppose to be in kl by now. yeapp , but it was delayed due to a flat tyre -.- . on the way , i said i was hungry and dad brought of us to mcd cause i request to eat there. then dad drove using the old road instead of using the highway. hmm . suddenly there was a pop sound but we didn't really pay notice to it. then somehow 2nd sis keep saying there was this weird sound and she asked if the doors were closed properly , as dad slow down , i realised the car was a bit lower on my side. then i told my mum and we stopped at the side of the road and checked ; to realise that the tyre really went flat. then we had to change the tyre at the side. at first we were kinda messed up cause we didn't know how to get the high-jack ( or whatsoever it is ) out of the collum it was kept in. but in the end dad figured it out. and in half an hour , the tyre was changed. dad look like he just bath finished in sweat. lol. i felt so guilty after that cause i feel that i was the cause of it. if i x not requested to eat , we could have been in kl. hmmm , well , at least it was a good experience. i finally know the feeling of being at the side of the road in the middle of the night wearing tank top and shorts and yet i wasn't freezing. lol. sounds of lorry passing by was so loud and the wind blowing into my face was so strong i could feel i was shaking. lol. hahahahaha! yeaa. we drove back to somewhere near my house as there was x tyre shops that was open in kulai or senai. so , the repairman said that the metal that went into the tyre was a huge one. and he could not figure out how it can pierce into the tyre. at least now the tyres i well and we can go p to kl. but mum decided to go up early morning tomorrow at 4 am . :D now , im happy cause we finally settled everything . i also settled things between me and my friend and evertything is alright ! (:
daddy trying to take the flat tyre out.
the metal that puncit the tyre.
the quiet road.
the metal that was stuck being half pulled out.
the metal that was pulled out from the tyre.
with love ;
natt .
13.9.10
TGIF .
mmmm-mmm. yummy-yummyumm. mmmmmmmmmmmmm ~
i just finished dinner at TGIF. it was awesome man. (: i love the food , the ambience , the waiters and the restaurant. the waiters are just so friendly they make me feel at home (: we celebrated daddy's belated birthday over there. when we were ordering , we only ordered 3 main course for 5 person cause we were all x that hungry. but we ended up with 6 types of food on the table. the waiter gave us 2 free kid's snack plates althou my sis and i obviously looks too old to be twelve. lol. we got free buffalo wings from the lucky draw for ordering a beef steak. we had , a beef steak , beef ribs , chicken with barbeque sauce salad , chicken fingers snack plate , fish & chips snack plate and buffalo wings. yummy. while we were eating , a waiter came and ask if there's anyone's birthday today , dad say there was none but his was on the 9 of sept . the waiter happily said , ohh , i'll give you free dessertrs. it's okayy. and we were like , he like giving free things to us hor. lol. dad was asked to give a speech and then sing a love song to mum. awww , super sweet (: we had a awesome night at TGIF and i bet dad enjoyed his birthday dinner too. (: ps ; i think the waiter is into my second sis. lol.
buffalo wings (:
pineapple sunshine.
lemonade (:
beef steak.
chicken with barbeque sauce salad.
beef ribs .
a happy dad (:
sweet & loving :DD
just a simple photograph i took of second sis.
with love ;
natt.
monstaaaa. :DD
daddy and eldest sis came back from vietnam last night at about 3 plus. yeeea. was super happy. (: sis bought me two faber-castell's pen from vietnam and i was like ; wth. i can get this in malaysia man. then she replied ; i bought it from johor and brought it to vietnam and brought it back here and give it to you. -.- i was like , fineee! thank you. .___. daddy was better (: he bought me aCRUMPLER HANDPHONE POUCH (: i decided to take the black one as i like black more. he bought second sis aCRUMPLER SLING BAG. awww , im jealous , NOT. hahaha! they bought some titbits from viet too. the most awesome one was the jackfruit crisps. (: yumm-yumm !! aku love it. (: after that , my family was so tired they retired to bed. i was the only one awake and i watched PS MAN . (: awesome. 5 more episodes and im gonna finish it. i slept at 5.10 am. like o.o . i have no bass lessons today cause i switch with my friend cause im going out to have my daday's belated birthday dinner. (: weee! we're going to TGIF . :DD and also thank you to my dearest bastard and slut for accompanying me the whole night on the phone. i love you guys. let them stab us , cause it's their hobby. hahahhaa! we'll continue smiling and piss them off their feet. (: BASTARD , BITCH & SLUT ; BEST SIBLINGS !
pictures ;
crumpler handphone pouch. (:
crumpler sling bag. (:
faber-castell pens. -.-
jackfruit crisps.
with love ;
natt.
12.9.10
you say you're okay , but what you post on facebook really do hurts. to you , do guys matter more than girl friends ? to me ; girl friends matter more. its up to what you think. backstab me all you want. i really x wanna bother anymore , stab all you want , im sick of all. IDIOTIC piece of SHIEET.
DIVE !!
( credits ; google )
weeeeee. today was kinda awesome (: hahaha. had lomaikai for brunch , watermelon similu and asam laksa for tea-break , then sis treat mum and me to pizza hut then we had dinner cooked by mum. it was a day full of food . (: sis was so bored she erased what she drew behind my phone and drew a new picture of a tortoise. its cute (: hahahahahaha. sis and me made each a birthday card for our dad and my is shaped like a briefcase . but it waskinda like a failure attempt. ): never mind. ts he thought that counts (: can't wait for daddy and eldest sis to be back from vietnam tonight (: ahhh. i miss daddy so muchhy. he's coming back tonight ohh , he's coming back (: hahahhaa. i wish tomorrow's plan to watch grown ups & phua chu kang , i mean STEP-UP 3& VAMPIRES SUCK will go wel. jeeez. im watching ; DIVE!! on OKTO now. it's so nice.
aku sukaCINTA KENTO HAYASHI !
DIVE !! ROCKS [[:
11.9.10
ginger tea. (:
(credits ; photobucket )
i had an awesome night with mum and sis yesterday. we weren't even asleep till 3 plus at dawn. (: we watched ps man using laptop in mum's room as she said she couldn't sleep. lol. but after watching awhile , she said she was tired and say she want to sleep. so , sis and me went back to our room. that's when sis complain of having a very bloaty stomach even after eating medicine. so i went down to make her a cup of ginger tea. (: its a very good remedy for bloated stomach. just slice some ginger and boil it then add in brown sugar , and its done. simple and easy. after it was ready i gave it to her , and she drank it and she couldn't finish it so i end up drinking for her. and it makes me sweat even in an air-conditioned room. i burbed so loudly i could feel my lungs vibratingbut my sis just let out a small burb. but al least she's feeling better now :] lol. this afternoon sis was bored of studying so she ended up drawing on my phone , hmmmm. it looks quite nice and i couldn't bear to rub it off. so i left it there. my mum thought we were bonkers but i said no one cn steal my phone this way. lol. i love it when sis is back in jb with me. she just makes me smile like a two year old kid along with her. (: im also currently indulged into reading books ; storybooks . lol. current book : MY SISTER'S KEPER. well , it's a nice story and i like it very much . so tuching that i can hug my pillow and cry ; over reacting. lol. well , i really recommend you reaing it. it's very nice . just plain awesomeness. (: just realise sometimes we should be real hankful with our life and not complain about it. life can be simple and complicated ; it's how you think that matters. okayy , im off to church. stay tuned for more each day ♥
drawings on my phone ; by audrey jiee.
with love ;
★NATT.
10.9.10
im a HAPPY GIRL. (:
i deactivated my facebook for the time being to avoid being spam back. hahahhahaa! yeaa. life without facebook can be simplified into one word ; PLAIN BORED ! GEEEZ. as for the reasons my facebook is deactivated is like thousands and thousands. hahahaa. anyway , I WILL BE BACKK !wait for me (: but beware of my spamming. hahahaha. as for holidays so far. its great. except for the fact that i only went out for badminton oncee. .___. its funn. but now , my hand hurts as it has been so long since i last played badminton. ahhh. SALONPAS to the rescue ? (: hahahha! i guess for the only available connection way to me is by my little humble cottage or my non stop vibrating *ringg ringg* heh [: yeapp , just last week i got back my results for my examm &&&... the only reason im happy for the exam this time round is because i passed all my subjects for the time being. lol. HISTORY OHH HISTORY ,PLEASEEEE GIVE ME AT LEAST A B+. lol. too demanding i know. lol. .__. but life has always been like that ain't it. lol. ohh ya , my sexxayy 2nd sis is back in jaybeee (: aku happy to see her ehh. lol. she bought back some GUMMY BEARS for meee (: awwww , AKU CINTA DIA BYK BYK ★ HAHHAHAHAA!gummy bears are awesome , so is she (: heh. suddenly i have abad craving for MCD GCB.hmm. who wanna treat me ?? lol. im insane. lol. okayy. for now on , im gonna love my blogg and keep it up to date.
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★natt .
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NATT. ice creamm & rocky sticks are my awesome buddies . i wish to be a SUPERGIRL someday . i want to fly up to the sky and reside in the clouds .
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