its like 5.30 am in the morning and here i am still wide awake , staring at the laptop. having sleepless night , having the worst day of my life thinking bout what exactly happened between us . staring into the blank spaces makes me think bout you yet , its so far yet so close. it seems that we were just happily texting a few moments ago but it was actually a few months ago . it seems like we were still talking late at night and laughing over the silliest things yet it was a few months ago. why did everything change just suddenly ? did you change or it is just me ? i really wonder what life would be if i really hadn't know you , but i just couldn't go back into time where i did not know you before. it just seems so far away . just by looking at your name makes me wanna say to you all those that i never said before but it all seems too late. its just words that came too late. just being able to know what is going on is the best i can get for now. i just want you to be happy , and i fine with everything else. as the flower withers , so do i.
as for what is going to happen next , I RATHER NOT IMAGINE.
i wouldn't walk back that road , if i am alone.
MISTRESS HERE
NATT. ice creamm & rocky sticks are my awesome buddies . i wish to be a SUPERGIRL someday . i want to fly up to the sky and reside in the clouds .
READ IF YOU WANT , SCRAM IF YOU DON'T.
