19.4.10
grats to natho (:
he won the 'Favourite Male Character' on last night star awards. (:
i love him , and will continue to support him. (:
ps : i won't be dropping by often , exams nearing. ):
17.4.10
this post is for kitt gor ,
bye bye lo. you're gone from jb , without saying bye to me.
you evil jie gor.
but never mind , just a few advice for you ,
you're gonna be on your own from now ,
so , just be independent and you can do it.
contact me more and ,
when you come back ,
must belanja me lehh. (:
cheer and you'll be fine. (:
from ,
natt mei. (:
15.4.10
i , natalie tan , injured my leg (twisted the ankle) at the form four one step stair today.
and ,
its plain STUPIDITY. ):
and ,
we had fire drill today , and guess what ,
teacher expect me to run with a injured , twisted leg .
WTH !
& ,
i can't upload the images from my phone. ):
AND ,
THANK YOU LIM JUN WEI DARLING & JENNIFER LAOGONG !
thank you for helping me treat my injuries till its better. (:
i LOVE you two ! (:
& ,
peishi , im sorry to upset you that i can't upload the pictures. paiseh*
NATT'S LEG IS HURTING AND SHE CAN'T WALK PROPERLY. ):
13.4.10
i seriously don't know what's going on man, my life seems so topsy-turvy now.
eveything doesn't seem in place.
last night , i just teared and i just had to let it out. cause if i don't i don't know what will happen.
er jie went back to kl and that means im alone. and i feel so stressed up at school. i x wanna be in science stream anymore. its so stressing. ):
sometimes , i just don't understand why must there be so many obstacles when im just trying to lead a simple and happy life. i may have change but its the circumstances that changed me. i x wanna change , but i have to grow up cause im 16 and i must grow up and not be a willy-wally baby anymore.
i just smile on the outside , but frankly , deep down , im suffering.
soon , it will breakdown , one by one.
but im a strong girl , i must be one.
im gonna go through this and come out as a all new grown up 16 year old.
i have to be strong and not a weakling , i have to.
when circumstances come into your way , use it as a chance to grow up , not a chance to give in and lose hope.
maybe i really have to do so.
i gotta wipe all my tears and face what's prepared in font of me.
im going on , going on , till the day i truly breakdown.
dear lord ,
would please help me get through this ordeal and just be by my side ,
i lay my trust in you and i will never waive away.
i will continue to trust in you for you are a marvelous god.
i thank you for everything you have given to me.
amen.
7.4.10
i need to grow up ,
if that's the case ,
i'll have to ,
stop being a childish person ,
stop acting like a freak ,
stop babbling nonsense ,
stop grumbling with little hard work ,
stop getting people into trouble ,
stop playing nonsense ,
stop being dilly-dally ,
stop laughing out loud when i shouldn't ,
stop being such a bully ,
stop complaining .
but isn't it what makes me , ME ?
why must things be so complicated?
''strive on to be what you want to be''
6.4.10
bahboom, (:
im back. lol. like no one view so , it doesn't make any difference. lol.
i shiok sendiri enough lar. hahaha!
well , had our class photo taken today and i guess it sucks cause i had to sit in front. ):
i don't like , but its gonna be fine.
other than our class photos , we took lots of other photos too.
had lots of fun. (:
well , luckily during chem , i managed to answer her question or else , i'll be dead. cause frankly , idk how to calculate. lol.
we also got to know our ranking in class today , got no. 11.
well , at least im in the top 15. be glad and thank god.
but why,
does it never seem enough to her ?
maybe , cause im never reaching he standards & i suck.
the person we are not happy with is YOU.
because you lied.
we just hope you x do it again or we'll report this matter up.
be responsible and accept what your results is.
frankly , its never enough ,
i feel so lefted out and unwanted.
4.4.10
i just want you by my side but i can't have you there.
how i wish you would be there always,
3.4.10
happy 17th birthday to dearie nii! (:
i love you. <3
had badminton for 3 hours straight yesterday morning.
bones about to scatter.
today:
went for mssj u-15 netball competition to do qm duty. woahh. i must say that all competitors are wonderful. hahaha! lol. especially jb.
hey scored 42-9. woahh. hahaha!
