11.9.09

okay, frankly . . . im stressed up like crazy can.
im trying to get all the studies into my head and im about to burst.
reading and doing like mad. i have been burning the midnight oil for days just in case i can't finish reading for PMR. and the so called "good news" is, im having my formatif 2 exam next tuesday. MARVELLOUS ain't it? i haven't even prepare finish can. im letting it go. no more top five for me. ): i wanna score 7A's!!!!
which means = super duper duper hard work needed.
i haven't even started on my sej can. i did a paper given by teacher and i score 3/10. woahh! how clever! my foot!
can someone like save me? im feeling sick of life. i do appear happy on the outside but who knows what's happening on the inside? ):
STRESSED! feeling like all things are tumbling down on me till im unable to breathe. ):
maybe it's just a process of going thru life. but maybe , im not getting thru it the right way.
i really want to get something good out of my life , but i just can't seem to do things the right way. i just need more time and less laziness and sleep. could you just make time stop for my sake ?
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