im back ! lol. (:
went to CF CAMP '09 yesterday. (:
super tiring one lehh. tired , tired ,TIRED!
was quite fun la. but not that fun compared as the other years. lol.
i was in NASI BERIANI group. i was like 'goshh , i cofirm lose. cheer so hard to think. die die , DIE!' hahaha! my children were also very hyper. they keep asking me nonsentical questions. like -.-
before the camp start , ahjob asked me whwther i got confidence to win.
i answered 'i was never ever so confident that i will...........lose! '
in the end , i won! hahaha! not by any number but , NUMBER 1 !!
WOOTS , WOOTS! haha! was super shocked. hahaha!
but i really thank god for this opportunity to reach out to the young ones and get them to know this wonderful god i have. :)
i also thank god for letting me win this time round. althought its tiring , but its worthwhile. (:
im tired , yet happy (:

helloeww! im back in action. lol!
haha! been years since i last blogged man! haha!
i had no time to spare as im super busy earning money and spending them like water. hahaha!
bother. im super tired out. partially , of everything.
be it working or other things.
i spend the last few weeks or maybe days just pondering over what to do.
maybe only a few will know what im talking bout.
but i just don't understand how things could just turn over night. well , i'l just leave the knot there to untie by itself. maybe one day it will untie by itself yet maybe not.
but i know that god will see me thru all that im going thru. (:
oh yaa , i finally cut my hair. woots! super happy.
i feel that my head is like tons lighter. hahaha!
and that guy who cut my hair sure is funny ! he blew my hair to some weirdo style and i kept tahan-ing my laughter. hahaha!
okayy. im working full day tomoro , which means 10am-10.30pm ): tiring!
i hate stock counting man! its so stupid!
maybe i'll just simply count. hahaha!
and im having rashes . itch , itch , ITCH !
well , btw , GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE FORM FIVE'S FOR SPM !
al the best , you people can do it (:
i'll surely pray for all of you. (: god bless!
im so gonna suffer tomoro , cause i have to sta in my shop for 10 hours facing the stupid garang woman. ishh! i simply hate her , but i must love my enemies ma. haha!
i wanna get off day on friday next week , cause can go CF CAMP! woots! (:
okayy, updates till here (: mr sandman is calling me. nights! *loved*

ps : learn to treasure what you have before its all gone and gone forever.
memories are engraved to be remembered ,
not being able to be arased nor wash off and
not written to be erased.
perhaps it just a game between fate and destiny.
why does fate always make fun of me?
i hate myself for being a jerk.
and i know i have been a jerk. ):
but what can i do. i tried my best , but i failed to save anything.
instead , i lose even more.
i lose a friend , a good friend.
and maybe , it's really never gonna be back as it use to be.
i rather it wasn't like that. ):

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5.11.09

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if only i could make myself brave and do something that i just can't bring myself to do. ):

PIERCE MY EARS

11:47 PM

pesta 051109

today , went to school early in the morning. cause got pesta form 3.
like lame lor. hahaha! today was volleyball and hockey. hahaha!
teacher so bad , don't let me join other classes , die also want me go back my own class.
and very well , hahahahhahaha! i was the only one running here and there to hit the ball back. and .... it was funny. lol.
we took many pictures too. hahahahaQ!
hockey got postponed cause it was raining like hell heavy!!!
im not going to school tomoro cause my leg hurts. lol.


ps : blogger is siao. can't uplaod pics! pissed!

10:25 PM