13.12.11
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i really regret looking at somethings i shouldn't look at.
i x know wth i am getting all soury about.
i x know why i am getting this feeling.
i x want to quarrel.
neither do i want to find fault.
but , you give me a feeling that you x bother bout my feelings.
you x bother bout telling me any damn shit bout you.
you x give a damn about my existance.
please ,
x make me feel i have made the wrong choice again.
please ,
treat me how i treat you.
before i change my ways.
promises aren't made to hoax a person ,
they are made to be achieved.
don't give me empty promises ,
they just make me lose trust in you.
29.10.11
suppose to be focusing mainly on my studies for the holidays.
but i swear , i did not .
i have been slacking so much that i don't even know how time pass by so quickly.
its like it has only been two days to me.
but , seems like one week has just flew away.
without any purpose in this week.
have only finished history fifth form and nothing else .
i bet everyone else have at least finish like 2 of their science subjects.
what the hell is going on with you natalie !
buck up and work harder.
hmmm. i swear i tried waking up early.
but it just failed me.
spm is just two weeks away , how can i let everything go and focus ?!
althou i really have this strong urge to leave high school .
yet at the same time , i x know what's install for me at college.
its like , going to somewhere , with no one you know.
its like going back to the first day of kindergarden.
getting to know your new friends for the first time.
well , let's see what's going to happen then.
kay.
back to the books.
Labels: hmmmm, random
24.10.11
well , uf2 is over. got back all my results.
still within acceptable range la. lol.
class party was help yesterday and i had fun.
except for the part where i got thrown into the pool.
well , sorry worm. i pushed you too many times into the pool.
and i bet you dk it was me. lol.
sorry. but you seem to be enjoying it. lol.
as for the other parts , i x wish to illustrate any further.
let's keep it a secret. lol.
took lots of polaroid. happy :D
erjie's belated birthday celebration was held yesterday too. kinda guilty i couldn't go.
hmmm. well , at least i delivered the polaroid to her after that :D
hahha. sprayed powder onto her , was fun but kinda fail.
well , i really have a very strong push that i want to leave high school so much.
all the drama and hoo-hahs are getting from bad to worst.
i swear i freaking x like it this way. hmmm.
well , just stick with it for two more weeks , and spm.
then i am done with high school. olahhh ~
had an awesome dinner tonight at paragon's japanese restaurant.
the food is okay. but the price is like . . woahhh. . . very nice. lol.
at least all of us had a wonderful family get together time. lol.
and i swear that my mum is addicted to polaroids. lol.
just like me :D
hahaha. jie and me went back to our childhood days playing those blown balloons.
lol. could not stop laughing at all.
we were damn tired cause of laughing. lol.
i really love having erjie back in jb.
at least there's someone to accompany me when i am bored. hee.
i swear ,
i am hungry again.
how is this even possible. ?!
i ate so much. something must be inside me digesting everything i eat.
lol. what a vain child.:S
heh.
kay. after this .
its really time for hard core studying.
spm is so freaking near , but i just can't sense the fear.
and what i fear most isnot having the fear of exams that i should have by now .
geeez. this is freaking me out.
hmmmm. guess i just have to buck up.
and i really x want to suck at spm. :X
so far , not good.
till here ,
i will be back ,
like the wind , raping your hair all the time. :PLabels: :D, ):, fun, things i love
6.10.11
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hahaha! so true ! SHUDD UP :X |
ahhh.
UF2 is coming on monday yet here i am blogging .
langsung no kit to study la. DD:
trying very hard already to push myself.
but i just seem so tired out.
i just want to finish SPM ,
finish high school and relax !
ahhhh ~ Labels: ):, damn you.
5.10.11
wanna bitch bout me ,
do so .
but x drag my friends in.
you're not exactly that close to my friends also.
it only makes you more like a bitch.
no standard !Labels: damn you.
2.10.11
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| go on strong number 17 ! :)) |
yesterday was real moody day.
but thank to two awesome people that made my day by accompanying me !
thank you so much for cheering me up.
you two rock !
just x drive so 'safely' next time :PP
hahaha!
today was kinda boring.
spend four hours making my passport.
finally got it :D
hahhaa.
i tore the receipt accidentally and i thought 'there goes my passport' :O
thank god they only need the upper part. lol
bought a new ultraman passport cover :D
love it , love it <3
heh.
spend time studying.
i finally realize how fun studying is :D
that's more or less. heh.
back to my books :X
byeee ~Labels: ):, random
28.9.11
learningtowalkwithoutthehelpofanyone.
toughandchallenging.
that'swhatihavetolearninordertosurvive.
theworldisnotaplacewherepeopletreatyousincerelyandnice.
andthatisafactthatyoucannevereverchange.
thus,you'llhavetolearntolivewithitandadopttoit.
there'snothingyoucaneverdotochangeanythingoutofit.
Labels: ):, random, words that matters
